MY VISA CAME THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS NOW 100% OFFICIAL THAT I CAN WORK IN IRELAND AND ENGLAND. I WAS GETTING KINDA WORRIED THEY WOULD REJECT ME BUT THEY CAME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CRIED WHEN THE MAIL GUY CAME IN AND SAID I HAVE A PACKAGE FOR A MISS _. _________ . IT WAS LIKE WHEN I RECEIVED [...]
Archive for April, 2008
i could have kissed him
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged ENGLAND. TEARS OF JOY, Ireland, WORK VISAS on April 28, 2008 | 2 Comments »
perhaps that ringing means something
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged cell phones, condoms, jack in the box, roommates, sex on April 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
no matter how much you love your friends sometimes you just flat out ignore your phone. last night nz came over and it was just sooooo nice to have him around and we hugged for ever and were snuggling on the futon and my phone rang twice but i was like hell no i am [...]
rash to hash
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged breakups, cyring, roommates, second chances on April 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
so perhaps i was being a little rash. he called yeterday. and he said he had been sitting in his house thinking of what to say to me. he said he missed me. he said he was sorry. he said he does not know what to do. he wanted me to come over. sadly my [...]
welcome me back dear orange county
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged home, orange county on April 21, 2008 | 1 Comment »
here i am back at home. thank goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
down is where i landed
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged confused, depression, lonely, lost, scared on April 17, 2008 | 2 Comments »
utter crap. i cried last night for no real reason. well i am scared and sad and angry. and he called drunk and was being annoying. and i am making a big deal out of nothing. i might want to just hide. i want to crawl up next to him and sleep for hours. i [...]
in the land of the happy larks
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged BEER, men, needs, New Zealand, parterships on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i began to write a post actually got quite far along and decided it was crap
maybe tommorrow i will have more words for what has been happening
last night whilst laying in bed nz said things are good with us and i agreed and he said i told you, you make me smile
and we slept with [...]
bubbles abound
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged alcohol, champange, new zealand boy, phantom of the opera, roommate, sex, WINE on April 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i sometimes have the best roommate. last night she showed up from a trip to trader joes with:
a bottle of barefoot bubbly ( our personal little joke)
two bottles of white wine
a six pack of beer
this morning we had a few beer left
it was me, her and the my brilliant nz boy
i took a gazillion pictures [...]
revelation
Posted in How I thinks things are, tagged bitches, condom wrappers, golden spoon, marriage, suburbia, wives on April 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i do not want to be a wife that holds things over my husbands head. i do not want to do this:
“well you can go out tonight but remember that i am trying to do _____________________”
that is so fucking annoying. it makes me cringe.
these are the things that drive me into a city and not [...]